Denying TRUTH for EGO

 it's very upsetting and frustrating and we all have the right to this emotion. Oh, energy in motion and then, carrying so much grief that we display anger and depression. With this grief one bargains and denies all the the lies that we may be guilty ourselves of these little white lies we tell ourselves and eventually we may even start believing those lies and start speaking them amongst our family and friends. We do this to appease our ego and we thus start speaking rumors and maybe even start speaking very slanderous accusations hoping that those accusations will come true so that we don't have to be acccountable for what we have been denying and eventually lying to ourselves, others, and God that gave His life out of so much ridicule and then, out of all this grief we start making up what God is because of lies of a fallen angel. And he, Satan? and his minions (demons) are pissed. 

Why should evil be pissed because Karma came back to them because lies for so long have a way to unraven? Its interesting, like what if you found something on the street that was stolen from a person a thief took and then, the thief thinks this item you found is still his because he saw you with that found object? Then, you pray and mediate about this and you discover that the thief is getting is due Karma. Ugh, Karma can be cruel and evil sometimes. Is she fair? A fleshly life is pain but a spiritual life is joyous and abundant, unless you gave this abundance a way because of ignorance. Hmmm, Karma has a way of balancing things out with a little negotiation and ligitation and well, if any religion tells you they will not negotiate then, perhaps, its a devilish way of dictating because the devil is tired and exhausted with negotiating with GOD the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost, and we are children of GOD to be ONE with everyone out of LOVE learning as we do with each breath we take.---

Oh, Learning is fun and healing is painful but, learning from pain, I guess pain can be FUN!!! 

But, what was the original lie?

 GOD or a god?

Some don't remember that GOD works in everything and everyone and we are to be ONE with everything and everyone to share our grace and mercy by being loving and forgiving like Christ will and has forgiven us who repent and continue to go to HIM in prayer. 

Even to Lucifer and his evil minions? Perhaps... I don't know can a fallen angel who was put to death and been raised somehow, maybe through a birth and then what if he gives birth to a son. What if that son was his first born son? Oh, so many questions...? But, questions are very amazing and there are no stupid questions, just stupid answers. Haha! Seriously, I have been told and read many times GOD's sense of humor, even Shakespeare acts this out.

But, how far do we give this love and also set boundaries is basically describing between life and death. Ugh, and we over the 2000 years have developed many discoveries trying to deny certain aspects of our fleshly desires that we tend to forget our spirit from the Holy Ghost inside us. So I write this appreciating that the force that I always felt a connection with God but somehow I was forgetting because my therapists tell me not to look at everything or everyone so black and white. And then, I laugh at the concept of yin and yang by questioning and pondering, "is it okay to do bad hen you're good, and vice versa?"

Its like my blog, "Is sex love?" and if you call sex love will you fuck your children and then deny it (or maybe someone did it) Hopefully you're children were young enough not to remember the fucking. But, if they do, then, discipline them from asking questions and when they quit their successful careers to help their parents out the parents deny what you've done for them. Those parents may even commit you to mental illness somehow but then, if the grown child volunteers because its been a disability like autism, dsylexia, and ADHD; what then? 

Flee from her(Babylon = religion) as she has fallen?

Now, parents and governments, humans, kings, queens, fallen angels; that'segotistical and prideful. Unless now the intention to Lucifer is he wants to be a god of the living dead.

Wait! How is the dead living and be able to be physical? Oh, that is another blog and questions to pray about.

Thank you Jesus for dying and forgiving us all if only we keep trying to love and forgive others to accept our grief by praying: "Pray then like this: 'Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name. Your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil."

Remember to smile cause you're worth it and GOD bless

l8r :)